December 23, 2008
Binge Eating Disorder–My struggles
Posted by: admin : Category: binge eating
I used to be super skinny and restricted myself from everything I loved to eat for two years. Now food is a huge problem for me, and I can binge up to 5000 calories in one sitting.
I am sharing very personal things but I want people to know what it’s like and how it’s ruining my life.
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December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
This is exactly …
This is exactly what im experiencing right now, I used to be a health freak and became so anorexic, and now i found myself Binge eating its been like 4 months… I cant tell my parents or like anybody cause im still thin “they say”, Im afraid they wont believe me and just laugh, im so depress now i dont know what to do. This is the sadest christmas holiday ever
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
I know exactly how …
I know exactly how you feel. I have stuggled with addictions and obsessions from food, exercise, alchol, ect. since I was 12. From being obese to anorexic and deeply depressed to scared I would lose my happiness (being skinny). I wished for the longest time that I could find someone to share my struggles with. But I am finally OK now and I wish you the best of luck! It is possible to overcome this!!
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
wow, we are the …
wow, we are the same person! please message me or something so we can talk. i have been struggling greatly with binge eating for about the past year now, and before that i was just like you where i was so underweight because i was so restricted and healthy. i hate how i am now and i feel like i have lost so much control, i think if we talk we could really use each other as support!
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
I binge a lot. Im …
I binge a lot. Im trying to be healthier though. If its any consolation your face looks better, maybe its the layers in the haircut, but still. Anyway I think you should try concentrating on your studies more that this, I know its hards, but try at least. Its also nice to know there are other out there like me.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
omg! i am in the …
omg! i am in the exact same position as you are. how are you doing now? i know how you feel. message me.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
Hey
you should …
Hey
you should try to read Geneen Roth’s books, she has really helped me. I swear, our stories are identical. Swings into binges are a normal post-anorexia phase, you are normal, beautiful, eating more and more will not help you. This is something that is hard to realize. You just gotta try to feel whatever you’re feeling, don’t stuff it down. Just feel it.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
I totally want to …
I totally want to be a nutritionist for people like you. Sometimes I feel like this too though. Like I don’t know when I’m full, I just eat and eat and eat. Just know people care. It’ll get better.
hearts.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
Im in a similair …
Im in a similair boat, since going away to school all I eat is fast food. Im atleast 10 pounds heavier then when I moved, my acne is worse& I dont have the desire to do much else. My daily schedule is normally go to school, eat, nap, eat, work, eat& then bed again. But after watching these videos I want to go run on the tred mill. It’s nice to see someone I can relate to& I admire your open-ness& wish I wouldve been there to push u thru ur struggle, make u run with me
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
hmmm it’s amazing …
hmmm it’s amazing how much i understand you….i hope you feel better now….i know that each day is a strugle to eat normal
hugs
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
I recently ordered …
I recently ordered this book among many others. Binge eating is nothing I’d wish on anyone. There are so many people who tell you to stop if you know how badly you’re hurting yourself, but if you truly have a BED it’s not that simple. I’ve lost track of the days I’ve told myself “today will be a new day, a good day, I’m in control”. I’m depressed, emotional, stressed out, and I’ve finally entered myself into an eating disorder clinic. This isn’t something I can do to myself anymore.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
I have a really …
I have a really similar problem, and it really helps hearing someone talk about it. the thing with me though is that it builds into a week of almost nonstop binging where i’m like this, then a week of normal eating, then my for about a week i drop to about 200 calories a day or fast and don’t eat at all. the binging is the worst thing, it makes me physically sick too, and hate myself, but all i can do to get rid of those feelings is eat. it sucks.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
that’s soo sad. …
that’s soo sad. thanks for being so honest! I didnt know people went thru things like this. you’re so beautiful and I hope you don’t feel bad about your looks. Just go out with your friends more and try to connect with ur body. dont listen to what ur brain says. I hope you get better and have a great college life!
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
wow i have a lot of …
wow i have a lot of respect for you.. you’re still completely beautiful though. i hope you helped yourself get better.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
You look healthy to …
Eating veggies all day doesn’t give you too much calories.
You look healthy to me. How about go back to your healthy whole grains and veggies ritual? That would compensate both “thinking about food all the time” and lose weight.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
You have no idea …
You have no idea how refreshing this video was. Thankyou for being so honest about everything, I really respect you. I’m sorry your feeling so horrible……. a councilor or a psychologist could really help if your game? Internet forums and stuff with other people who binge could be a good idea aswell
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
my sister had …
my sister had anorexia for about 2 years before she ended it. then she became a binger… Today, she’s healthy although she’s a bit chubby. but she’s started to exercise and you cant imagine how fast she gets in shape!
well, what i wanted to say is that your body is trying to compensate the energy you’ve “lost” before. Also it can be lack of vitamines and minerals… im not saying that binging isn’t a problem so don’t get me wrong. i have the same problem
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
aww. dont worry. …
aww. dont worry. youll get thru it. im only 14 but i have been thru like 3 differnt eating disorders & no one knows but my boyfriend. & he always yells at me at tells me to stop but its hard. so hard. but, anyway.. i will def. be praying for you.
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
drugs can solve …
drugs can solve everything and im not jus saying that to be an idiot
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
i feel for you
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i’ve got the same problem, i binge eat every night :< its always like i can eat really healthily the whole day and then *boom* i just start bingeing in the evening. It’s horrible, when there’s nothing ‘good’ (like cookies, icecream etc) i even melt some butter and add sugar & oat flakes to it :S
i feel for you
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
im a 18 year old …
im a 18 year old male and i am caught up in this throwing up crap
but it ing works!
so i can’t stop but im only doing this until i’m at 115 pounds…
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
smoke weed. trust …
smoke weed. trust me dude
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
I ing love you! …
Thanks for being honest about everything - you have no idea how much it helps someone like me.
I ing love you!! Haha
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
there are so many …
there are so many comments about those who have been bulimic and have gotten over it…
This video is amazing, but anyone out there who will read this, i need your help. I have only been bulimic for 2 weeks… It just felt so good to throw up..
Unlike most others, i can only eat 500 calories in one sitting, and then i will throw that up… its still bulimia…
It felt so good to just throw-up, and now i cant stop.
2 weeks ago my weight - 132.4lbs
my weight now - 125.2lbs
i cant stop…
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
OMG!! You just …
you’re not alone!
OMG!! You just described my life!!! I do everything you mentioned! I have that sister(not twin thou), I have that obsession, I feel the same depressing thoughts… I’m asian, and I think we’re about the same age too! Just keep trying! Sounds like you’ve already gone to a doctor, so you’re heading in the right direction. I wish I could offer some advice
Thank you so much for sharing!!
December 23rd, 2008 at 12:36 pm
i have CRAZY b.e.d. …
i have CRAZY b.e.d.
i used to be anorexic. went from 140 to 105 in 2 months. now i have THE WORST binge eating disorder i’ve ever heard. sometimes i have 15,000 calories a day. i seriously could out binge ANYBODY.